Flight is booked, house chosen, university enrollment almost complete.
I can safely say I have mixed emotions over all this. I'm on cloud 9 for everything... The dream I've had for as long as I can remember is finally coming true. All the pieces to the puzzle are fitting together and, slowly but surely, the picture will be complete, one day.
But I'm also terrified out of my mind... I feel dizzy at night when I stop and think about what will happen to me. How I'll be able to adapt... cope with meeting new people (think that I find highly uncomfortable to do....), keep up with lessons and exams, find a decent job. For as long as I've been on this earth, I've lived here. This north-italian seaside town has been my only reality as "home"... I've never experienced a change so drastic in my life.
Indeed, I am scared, I am uncertain about what will happen... but my insane desire to see my dream become a reality is much, much stronger...
that's all for now... I will be updating soon and keep you guys up to date.